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Hlo readers..

Hoping you guys are enjoying reading..

Well..

I started This blog to express my views regarding everything..

I’m neither perfect.. nor i want..

I just want to make this world a better place with my thoughts

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REPLY : TEXT TO EX

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Mr. Ex

Hello….. I’m good and what about you. Your letter surprised me a lot. I never expected this , specially after that much long time. I thought you have forgotten about me, I’m shocked to know you still remember me. I don’t know why you wrote that letter, but I’m sure that it’s not only because you want some answers, there is something else.

So….. You want to know some answers… So here are they. !!!!

Me and he…. We are happy together. He is fine and fit.. And what about you..
His looks… Well… He is a good looking guy…. not the muscular one but yes…the one who takes care of his body. He doesn’t like going to gym, and prefers power yoga.

Yes…. He is taller than you… 6’0″ . Yeah, one inches taller than you. He is neither an IIT Engineer nor an MBA guy. He is an architect, who doesn’t just make the design of building but also designs the life of people.

You want to know about the feelings I had that day. Well….. I died the day when I removed your name from my heart…. But….his ring gave me new life. The butterflies of your love died when you left me.. That day… I didn’t get butterflies in my stomach but I got goosebumps. I was shivering that day but when he hold my hands….the warmth of his hands assured me to be together forever. I relived that day.
When tears came from my eyes…..he wiped them away…..and locked them somewhere… I still don’t know where my tears are.

Yes, his morning kisses make my day. His tight hug, the warmth of his body give me power and energy. Our days start with green tea and I don’t remember the taste of your tea. Yes, he is a well mannered boy. The one who keeps everything at proper place , whether it is his wet towel or his laptop bag. No, he doesn’t give compliments for my cooking because he is the one who controls the kitchen. Whenever, unfortunately I add extra salt, he always adds a secret ingredient to make the balance.
Of course he likes when I wear western outfit, also he never forces me to wear a particular outfit. He likes when I wear dresses and when I wear denim shorts…. And if I wear pajamas…. He is totally fine with it. We go for shopping together. We both carry our shopping bags.. And yes he pays my shopping bills. I have stopped exploring the world on the internet because he is my world now… And I explore him daily. He neither drinks nor smoke… So his party bills never scares me.

You want to know about my mood swings…so for your kind information ….I have learned to handle my mood swings. My mood swings never effect our relationship. Whenever things get out of control….. He takes initiative. His one kiss is enough to calm me down. No… He doesn’t narrate me stories but….he sings for me. Every night, his melody driven me crazy. I don’t rest myself in his lap because I rest myself on his shoulder. We go for outing…but not as much as you and me used to go. To be very loyal, when he is with me, I don’t need anything.

Moving hands in his hair…is now my habit. I love to move my hands in his hairs. His back massage is better than your head massage. Sometimes, I sit on his back when he does push ups but most of the time, we do push ups together.

In selfies, he makes funny faces rather than ugly. When it comes to professional photoshoot …he always nails it. Nowadays, I don’t do work for late nights, so I always put my phone on charging at time.

He loves me, he cares for me. He is my friend, he is my best friend, he is my boyfriend and he is my husband. He is the one who makes me complete. He is one who knows my worth.
You know, I never wanted to compare both of you.. But if you started it…. I’ll finish it.
There is no mean of comparing both of you.. You are the one who destroyed me… But he is the one who gave me second life. When you left me saying that you want to test our destiny, fate played its card and thrown me in his arms. When your hands refused me to be with my hands…he hold me and supported me. When you became the reason of my every tear…he became the way to smile once again . When your absence forced me to listen the break up songs….his presence made me able to listen love songs once again.

You want to know who you are for me…. So here’s the answer….
You are the best lesson I got… And you are worst person I ever met.
Remember I told you once…. “my parents also give me best” so he is the best gift I got from my parents.
You were a bad dream… The worst nightmare… But yet… The best lesson…
Thanks for teaching me that love is right but person can be wrong…. You were wrong person but my love was right… And now my love and the person both are right.

With hate,

Your no one.

LETTER TO EX

Dear Ex

Hiii….. How are you..???? Hope I’m not disturbing you? Must be enjoying your life.? Right ?You will feel strange after receiving this but I’m writing because I want to know something.. I want to say something that is unsaid.. Something…… Yes…

I want to know about you and he? How is he??? Is he a good looking guy or a cute one.. Or the muscular one…? Is he a taller than me or the one who suits your 5’8″ height. ? Is he an IIT engineer or an MBA guy ?

I want to know….. How you exactly felt, when you removed my name from your heart ♥ and wore the ring 💍 of his name? Did the butterflies die that day or the butterflies for him took birth? Did name of your both was written same on the wedding card as we thought of ours? Did you cry that day because we were separated and were sad…… Or did you cry because you had gotten a perfect one for you.? Did the tears tell the story of our love and breakup OR the story of beginning?

I want to know…… Does his morning kiss on forehead make your day OR do you still miss our morning cuddles..? Does the filter coffee in the morning give you energy OR does the taste of my morning coffee still effect your brain? Is he a good boy , who puts the wet towel outside the roomm OR just throws it on the bed ? Does he give compliments when you cook or makes the face when you add extra salt in it? Does he like when you wear western outfit OR forces you to wear Indian? Does he go with you on shopping and carries your shopping bag OR does he only pay for it? Does your internet bill scare him OR his party bills scare you more??

I want to know, is he able to handle your mood swings OR he gets irritate with your behavior? Does he narrate your stories every saturday night OR you just rest in his lap? Do you still insist him for outing in the same way you used to give me?

Do you love when he moves his hands in your hair OR you miss my head massage? Do you sit on his back when he does push ups same as you used to sit on mine?

Does he makes ugly face in your selfies OR gives perfect pose? Does he put your phone on charging when you work for late night OR just leaves it to you?

Do his love and care make you happy OR you miss my love? Do you enjoy his long car drives OR miss my bike rides?

Do you love him OR do you still have love for me? Who I’m for you, a sweet memory OR the worst nightmare.?

Whoever I am for you…. You are still same for me.. You are the one whom I loved and will always….

Maybe we were never meant to be together yet the days we have spent together hold the greatest memories..

With love ♥
Your stupid EX

She, her bf and her bff

She: A girl with a vision…. Girl with ambition … A girl who has dreams to achieve… Her life revolves around her family… Her friends.. Her dreams.. Her her boyfriend….and her best friend

Bf: This guy is her boyfriend… Whom she loves most…..lives in New York, has full plans for life

Bff : The guy whom she met accidently, and became important part of her life. He is the one who gives her best advice, the one who make her smile. And the one whom she wants to talk everyday.

Present day :

She is in her office, dealing with problems related to work, professional life, and of course she is handling her personal life too. She is one the best employee in her company. Everyone praises her, her work. Her boss is the fan the fan of her work. But, today something is different. Her boss is not like other days.. Today the eyes of boss are full of anger and disappointment. But why? Why the girl who is expert in dealing with every problem, today seems dull and pale. ?

Boss : Miss gupta. Can you please tell me, where were you from last 3 days. ?

She : Sir, I…. I had work.

Boss : what work ? May I know.

She : Actually I wasn’t well. Physically and mentally too. I wanted some rest and I just wanted to end up some things.

Boss : I don’t care.. Look.. Your personal life and your personal problems are your… But…. Your professional life means a lot to me…. To my company…. Let me reminds that you are handling one of the biggest project of your life and the biggest project of this company… Whatever your personal life… Keep it away from professional front. This company needs you, your diligence, your efforts matter a lot.

She : I promise I’ll never let you down sir.

Boss : Miss gupta, you are the hope of this company… And I’m there to help you in your professional life but..my dear friend, you really need to fix your personal life. Don’t let shit of your personal life effect your profession and dream.

She : yes sir. I’ll fix them. Don’t worry.

Boss: Good girl. Okay then…. Time for work… Go and give your 100% like you give always. Waiting for the results. Good luck.

She works in the office for the late night, because she knows how important it is to complete this project. She is ON now. When it comes to dreams…. No one can stop her.
She reaches home and after refreshing herself, she does something she loves most….. #writing

Her journal

Hello my dear diary…. How are you? Firstly sorry.. I was really busy this whole week. I had much work to do. And you know what there is something beyond work which was troubling me. Once again I fought with him. And this time he was wrong. How can he just say that my job is a “part-time job” .? How can? This wasn’t I expected from him. I always thought him to be supportive but he isn’t . He wants me to come to New York. After 1 year, I’ll be there with him. So why he can’t let me enjoy my life here in India ? After 1 year I’ll be his wife. All I want is this one year, for myself. I want to see this world from my eyes. From last 4 year I’ve been watching this, experiencing the World with his eyes, I just want some time with myself. In last six months, I met new people, I made new friends, some good friends, who understand me. And the guy whom I’m going to meet tomorrow is one of them. He can listen to me for hours. So, why he can’t…. God….. He says that I’m a fool because I shifted to Delhi and left luxurious life of Chandigarh…. For his kind of information….. I left Chandigarh because I wanted to live life at my own. Since my childhood dad is paying all my bills. And after marriage he is gonna to pay them.. But… I’m able to pay them.. And I want it. I don’t want to be dependent on anyone. In Delhi… I’m paying all my bills. I’m cooking my own food. I’m cleaning my house…. This is what I want to experience…. But… Sometimes, partners fail to understand.
I know he loves me. And cares for me. And that’s why is concerned about me and my choices, but he should show some Faith in me. He still thinks that I’m kid… But please someone tell him I’ve grown up… I’m not his baby now…. .

Experience the inexperience.

You never know what plans life has for us.

Sometimes, we really don’t know what is really better for us… Our needs or our wants.

#to_be_continued

It’s Just a beginning of a love story… A triangle love story…. Triangle… May be or may be not…

Let’s see.

MY (ADOPTED) SISTER 😇

Sister………

The one who is the closest person to us… With whom we share everything… The one who understands our silence and one who makes us smile…. The one who protects us from the scolding of mom… But sometimes…. We have to listen the typical dialogue of mom because of her 😂. She is our first friend……

She protects us… Scolds us.. She teaches us… She is one who cooks Maggie in emergency with the speed of rocket and eats our food with the double speed of rocket

A SISTER IS A BLESSING… YES… SHE IS… 😇😇

God gives us sister and we call her real sister…. Sister by blood… Like that….Right

But…. In this post…. I’ll share about my adopted sister …… Sister from another mother.

With the blessings of god…. I have two sisters…. And they both are unique…. Both of them are #toppers…. And I’m proud of that… Because I was never.

But one is introvert while other is extrovert…. With one , I do mischievous things…. But with other I do all the serious talks..And we all do extreme things when we are together….. We just set our home on fire… 🔥

But…. Why I selected my adopted sister for my today’s post ??? You will get it soon…

Well… Let me tell you…… Who she is…? How I met her….? Why I called her adopted sister..? I’ll clear everything…..calm down.

Firstly…… Not all the relationships are made by god…. Some relationships are made by us…. Sometimes we choose whom we want in our life.

Friends… Of course we select them…

But sometimes, other relations like sister and brother… We choose them too…

So…. My adopted sister……

As I know….. We met almost a year ago….. We both were in same coaching classes….
” when I saw her for fisrt time…. I just felt love for her… She was so sweet…. So beautiful…. Pure hearted

I still remember the our first conversation…. When I saw her for fisrt time… She seemed so innocent… But with the passage of time… I discovered her other phases…. Her Childish side… Her mature side… Her angry young woman side and of course her kind side….. 😇

Although she is elder than me…. But in the beginning… I used to tease her… I do this with single person whom I meetI always pulled her cheeks… I always asked her to give me chocolates… I still do this things…and I really love these things…. She does too.... Because she has no other option except me…. 😂…. She has by the way….. But she selected me……

Every day we meet…… And thing we ask each other is “You are going to give me chocolate ! Right??? ” we both are die hearted fans of chocolates… And may be this the reason why we are that much close…

#chocolate_lovers. I should give this name to us.

Every night…. When our other friends are busy on calls with their love ones… We call each other and do gossip about every one…. Yes… We do gossip… It’s normal….. Also we discuss important things…. She always teaches me….

Let me tell you.… She is a teacher by profession… And she is a teacher by nature too.

As I said…. I have two sisters… But they both are younger than me. So, from very long, I wanted an elder sister. Which was next to impossible 😂…. But as we know that it is rightly said “ if we want anything from core of our Heart…. Whole universe does efforts to bring that one thing for us.” And Universe did… And she is there for me..

As an elder sister, she knows what is right and wrong for me. She guides me time to time. She use her experience to teach me. She tells the reality of people as she has experienced those things. She always tries to bring best from me. And when it comes to support, she stands like no one else .

I remember…. “Once she paid for my mistakes. The mistakes i did…. And I supposed to pay for them…. I supposed to fight for that…. But she did that for me. People blamed her. And said wrong about her, only because she was supporting me and she was showing me right path. She took that step and still standing with me. The time where I supposed to be alone, she was there holding my hand, smiling with me, encouraging me, scolding me, teaching me. And also loving me. She was there… “

I still regret that moment when she heard those bad things that were meant to me, only because she showed me truth and reality , they all went against her.
I still regret …….. And I’m sorry for that 😔

But instead of losing herself, she gave power to me too and stood their boldly.

Adopted sister….. Opps… I forgot to tell you why I called her adopted sister… ” she doesn’t have any sister…she too wanted a sister… As I wanted… So destiny played it’s cards and we met each other.. God knew that… I need an elder sister because I’m so immature girl…. I don’t know what is right and wrong except there spelling. So, god gave her duty to teach me. “

We love each other but we fight too… Similarly other siblings do…. But our fights are for chocolates 🍫 🍫.

We are so crazy about chocolates that our snapchat stories are full of chocolates… Our days start with chocolate and ends up with same.
And I am really thankful to chocolate makers…. Because may be there is some power in chocolate……. As we are together it’s only because of chocolate.

So, dear chocolateThanks a lot for giving me sister like her.

And

Dear sister…. I am still waiting for the adoption papers… Sign it soon… 😂 can’t wait now…..

With love 😍
Your stubborn sister

#sisters_love
#sisters_by_heart

MY BEST FRIEND

What is best friend????

I just googled it.. And answer was ” the closest friend”.

That’s it…. That’s how google defines best friend…… But in reality best friend is beyond definition.
We can use thousand of good words to explain this one word… But…. Every time we will fail…. Because it’s not just a word…. It’s the whole world itself.

After writing about love and breakup…… This time I’ll write about my best friend.

My dear Best friend this is for you……

Me and she….. Now US

we were in same school but met each other on facebook….Isn’t it an irony ? …

Our first meeting was really funny……. We had an argument when we just started chatting….. But then,things went with flow… And now she is not just my friend…. She is my life…..

Wait wait…..….. Story isn’t over yet……!!!!

Like many others…. We had fights….. The worst fights I can say…….
When we just completed our senior secondary school…… We both went on different paths. The only way to stay in touch was social media……. But.. When there is a bad time….. We can’t control things… And that’s what happened with us….. Lack of communication……. Change in priorities……. So called relationships….. We broke up……

In school and on social media, people used examples of our friendship. ..and when we broke up….. Every time that social media realized me, her importance… She isn’t just a person for me…. She is my better half……

I still remember…. It was my 18th birthday….. I was expecting her wishes. But I didn’t get……. And that was the worst gift I ever received . I have met many people till now… But… She is different from all…. On the same day.. It was birthday of her another friend… She wished her…. By posting pics of cakes and by writing beautiful quotes… And after seeing that…. I really wanted to hit my head with something……. But somehow I controlled….. It was my worst birthday….. Yuck….

But…..love finds it’s way… And it did… At the end of 2017…we were together….once again

But wait…….

Story isn’t over yet……

We still have fights…. The biggest fights and the smallest fights. And the funny thing is…. It happens regularly…. Twine a month for sure……..

Blocking each other’s numbers…. Removing each other from social media…. This things we do in fights… ( actually only I do) . She never does this kind of things….
In our relationship / friendship , she is one who is mature and I….as usual the stubborn kid……

She knows how to make me smile, even there is no hope to smile.

Her presence makes me alive and her absence effects me a lot.

I’m quite good in management but….. I always fail to manage things and then she comes…. And sets everything.

She is always there for me…. In my happy moments, in my sad moments and she is one who makes every moment worth.

Now Just look at the second side of US… means About me.

If she cares about everything…. I only cares about myself….

Doesn’t matter she is free or not… She calls me, when I need her… .but I always fail to get time

She knows everything about me… My likes and dislikes …..But me…. Don’t even bother about anyone’s choices.

It is rightly said “opposite poles attract each other “ And that’s why she is my best friend….. With her I need nothing… Even her blank text means a lot to me.
When I hear her voice…. I feel amaze…….

One more thing……. That I read recently…is that ” you guys are not Best friends if you don’t hate crushes of each other “ and I really hate her crush….. .may be because I love her… And I can’t see her with anyone else….
When it comes to US…. I become selfish…. .

Last but not the least….

My dear Best friend…….

You have no idea how much you mean to me…. May be I don’t know how to express love , care and feelings but…. I care for you…. I love you… And I own you bae…….

We had fights…. We have…. And we would have in future but…… I promise….. I’ll never leave you. ..as there is no one like you in the world.
Thanks for a part of my life…

Your stubborn friend.
😇

How much your best friend means to you…. Must share …..

#best_friends…#life_lines

TEXT FROM EX – PART 4

#story

Click here for 👉👉👉 previous part

She. : hii… Are you there.?

He : yes… Always for you 😘

She : Need to talk !

He : Yes.. Yes… I’m free….. You can talk anytime

She : why you texted me ?

He : What do you mean by why???

She : Tell me why !?

He : Because I want US to be back.

She : US. 😂… We were never US. It was always You and me.

He : Don’t say this. Please… You have no idea how much I love you.?

She : Sorry………

He : yes…… I do….. A lot and a lot.

She : Oh please… I know okay…. And love does not suit you…..!

He : what you mean ?

She : you know what I exactly mean. !!!!

He : No I don’t…..

She : Oh yeah…. Same as you didn’t know 1 year ago….. Right…?

He : These both are different things.

She : No…. Nothing is different…… Except you.

He : Me…. Oh… How…..??? Can you please explain Miss?

She : People need explanations before breakups… Not after breakup…. And you…… I don’t need to explain anything to you….. Dear EX….

He : whatever you want to say, say it clearly….. Don’t play games….

She : Excuse me….. Do I play games……??????

He : yes… You do….

She : Oh really…… Playboy is saying this…. You….. Mr…. Wake up….. You played with me…. With my feelings…. You played and won….. So…. Don’t you dare to say it again…

He : It was you….. You dumped me….. It was your decision… Not mine….

She : you gave me reasons….

He : which reasons….?

She : Are you out of your mind…….

He : No…..but may be you are….

She : Hats off to you man…. Really…. You are so much great….. Aren’t you….. Such a big arrogant……. You did all the shit and now acting like the greatest guy on the earth.

He : LOL….. I must say…. Girl… You left me….

She : You forced me to do that…

He : what I did…? I wanted you…. But… You didn’t want this relationship…. And now you are blaming me…

She : What you just said ???? I didn’t want relationship…… Mr…. I wanted relationship… But I was against physical relation….

He : You never wanted to make it love…

She : I was in love with you… But you….

He : what me?

She : Lust was your requirement….love wasn’t in your list…

He : Bullshit….

She : what bullshit… Let me remind you….. You forced me… And when I disagreed…. You went to other places to complete your needs…. And when you got bore…. You came back…..

He : Listen….

She : No…. Listen to me….. You….. I can use thousand words to express my anger but….. The fact is I can’t… Because somewhere in the corner of my heart, you still exist. And I don’t want to low my level only to reach at your level … I wanted to swim in the ocean of your love but I sinked……

He : can I say something….?.

She : No… You can’t…. You have said a lot of things now just listen to all the answers of these things…..

when I said no to cross limits… You called me 18th century girl…. Now… What the hell you are doing with this 18th century girl? Aren’t your 21st century girls enough????

yes….. I was in love you.. But yes I knew my limits and I know it now too….and the difference between right and wrong.

– When we are in relationship…we can’t dominate each other…. We need to listen each other.. We need to understand our partner….we shouldn’t only work for our own comforts… But…. Making our partner comfortable is also our responsibility……

We had a great time….. But…. We can’t have it further……. Just go. And enjoy your life… As you want…. Do what you want… But… Remember… Respect your partner ……

#theEnd

Ex can’t be future………

But not in all cases….

When it comes to relationships…. There is need to understand each other…….. Forcing your partner isn’t a love……

#share #comment

#live_life_at_your_own

TEXT FROM EX – 3

To connect with previous parts click here part 1 part 2

He : hey……..

He : please….. For once… It’s important to talk…. At least once… Reply my text.

She : yes…… What’s the matter ?

He : I’m the matter.

She : what???? I didn’t get your point !

He : you never did….!

She : sorry…

He : I need some answers….

She : answers of what. ?

He : I’ll ask you….. Can you answer my questions?

She : okay I’ll.

He : Do you still love me?

She : why I need to answer it… ?

He : because I want to know…. Yes or no?

She : unfortunately yes..

He : why unfortunately ?

She : Loving someone like you is a bad fortune……. So….

He : Okay. I got it.

She : 👍

He : why you still love me?

She : I don’t know….. Whether it’s love or not….. It is something I want to forget yet i fail everytime… You know that…. I never use my heart even where I need…. Yet you are always in my mind…. Every time when I go to place where we have visited……memories of us come in my mind…. Every single face whom we met….. Asks me about you and it becomes difficult to forget you……. And if you call it love….. Yes I do………. !!!!!!! unfortunately .

He : you can forgive but can’t forget….. I know it….

She : And Do you love me?

He : To be very loyal…. I hate you.. Every single minute….. You left me unexpectedly…..

She : Excuse me. You gave me reason…. Every time…. It was expected.

He : ………..

To be continued